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Little bit more about me:: I'm a Momma and a Wifey .... I think that's all

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What is too good for me ....

Death ...

Why you ask? Because it would be the easiest thing to do!

Judgement ...

Because that would show some type of feelings that I don't deserve!

Happiness ....

Because I hurt too many for pleasure and it is my time!

Love ...

Because I use your love to make me feel better instead of fuel to love you!

Don't tell me you wish me dead ... Don't judge me ... Don't wish me happiness ... And PLEASE DON'T… Continue

Posted on January 8, 2009 at 5:00pm

why do you do what you do? humm ....

I do what I do because ... well ... because that's all I can do!

Honestly I think I am going insane! I strongly believe that I not only suffer with severe depression ... but some type of anxiety or nerve disorder as well! how do you know without paying some crazy doctor to tell you what you already know? so then the only answer is to be heavily medicated? humm ... I'm not quite sure I want that!

if you think you have an answer please help!

Posted on December 22, 2008 at 6:00pm

Why Do I Do What I Do ....

I do what I do because its all I know ....
I do what I do because its the best I can ...
I do what I do because I'm scared to do better ...
I do what I do because I think if I do something else it will hurt ...

I do what I do because hurting me is better than hurting you!

Posted on November 30, 2008 at 5:00pm

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At 10:13pm on January 7, 2009, Tony Deifell said…: responding with another though about your post on my page...

I'm glad you don't feel judged here. That's one of my hopes with the wdydwyd question. It's a neutral question. We all have many reasons for why we do what we do... some we may be proud of, others we might not be. It's always a mix. I think it's just good to be in touch with all the various reasons.

You know, some people do hear "why do you do what you do?" as judgmental... but that just means there is something in them that is making them hear it that way.

At 10:19am on December 24, 2008, Tony Deifell said…: yeah, judgment is such a toxic thing often. i hate feeling judged too, and it makes me run the other direction.

i think when people share stories that are about more vulnerable things, that it frees other people up to realize that they're not the only ones... it can be powerful.