DamagedBeauty's Blog (3)

Death ...



Why you ask? Because it would be the easiest thing to do!



Judgement ...



Because that would show some type of feelings that I don't deserve!



Happiness ....



Because I hurt too many for pleasure and it is my time!



Love ...



Because I use your love to make me feel better instead of fuel to love you!





Don't tell me you wish me dead ... Don't judge me ... Don't wish me happiness ... And PLEASE DON'T… Continue

I do what I do because ... well ... because that's all I can do!

Honestly I think I am going insane! I strongly believe that I not only suffer with severe depression ... but some type of anxiety or nerve disorder as well! how do you know without paying some crazy doctor to tell you what you already know? so then the only answer is to be heavily medicated? humm ... I'm not quite sure I want that!

if you think you have an answer please help!

I do what I do because its all I know ....
I do what I do because its the best I can ...
I do what I do because I'm scared to do better ...
I do what I do because I think if I do something else it will hurt ...

I do what I do because hurting me is better than hurting you!