What if I had done that? Where would I be today? What could have been? These are questions that too many people ask themselves every day, and though no clear answer exists, the same questions seem to appear constantly as time goes by. Why not live life without thinking back about what could have been, because there is obviously a reason why things turned out the way they did. It's better to make the hard choice that you know is right, rather than the easy choice that yields instant gratification. I will always wonder what could have been with this particular girl, unless I make sure I try my best to sustain and progress what currently exists. If then I somehow fail, at least I will not be able to look back in misery, asking myself "what if?" Long term relationships can be hard, especially when they are long distance. Bumps in the road seem like mountains, and small scratches feel like open wounds. However, when everything is on point, in harmony, nothing in the world can bring you down. It is for that feeling with that person that becomes so appealing and worth it. It is for that reason that I do what I do. I cannot let greatness get away from me because it is hard to attain; I must rather go through the struggles until I know it will or will not occur (for sure).
Too many people live in darkness, not knowing what is, always wondering what could be. Why would anyone want to go through the pain of ignorance; ignorance is not bliss. Girls will be girls, but in the end, they will first and foremost be humans. Humans who's nature is so intricate and unable to be analyzed that it can drive a sane man crazy. It all comes down to one simple question: is the girl at hand worth the arguments... the pain... the hardship? If so, then there is no doubt that giving a one hundred percent effort before giving up is the right idea. This leaves no room for "what if" or "what could be."It simply satisfies that would be guilty conscience, telling it that everything was left on the table. This is why i do what i do.