I do what SangA tells me to do. (SangA refers to the inner part of myself)
I’m studying in the US where it takes more than ten hours from my home by plane.
Why? SangA is adventurous person who doesn’t hesitate to explore the whole world.
Whether I’m on my way to school or back home, I listen to music.
Why? Listening to music is my favorite way to kill the meantime between daily routines. I don’t even have to choose what songs to listen but my Ipod does.
I don’t pick a song to listen. I always put it on a “shuffle mode” so that it shuffles songs and randomly plays a song. What a high technology it has. I feel lucky whenever it picks the “most wanted to listen” song for me. It makes my day. Why don’t I just choose a song myself and listen to it ? Life, itself is the set of decisions I make. In my lifetime, I make millions of decisions on everything. I feel tired of doing it. High technology should be taken advantage of and that is exactly what I am doing. I feel freer. Moreover, when “the least wanted song” comes out I can complain to Ipod, not me.
Favorite music is now playing; and the music is about to end. Then my eyes are closing automatically. Why do I close my eyes? Whenever I’m so into the music that I listen to, I make a concentrated effort to break the barrier between music and I. I feel like music and I can be ‘the one’ after I close my eyes. SangA tells me to experience the world where the music belongs to. That’s why I don’t listen to my favorite songs when I’m studying. I might even fall asleep.
Again, I do what SangA tells me to do. This means I’m the one who maps my life.
Most likely, things that I do are based on the decisions that I make. SangA knows me better than any other people. SangA is the most important basis in making a decision. Because, ‘SangA’ is the inner part of me, which is my HEART.