I never blog usually...so I will just put what I am feeling right now.
When 10th week and finals weeks comes I get very stressed out. EXTREMELY stressed out. It is hard for people to see because I usually have a big smile pasted on my face just out of habit. But after 6 hours of water polo and school all day there is not enough time in the day to actually show stress by braking down into tears. I don't have time for that. So stress comes in different forms for me.
One way I show my stress is that my hair falls out. Gross right? But my hair falls out in huge clumps after I get out of the pool, when I brush my hair, or when I put it up in a bun. This never bothered me I have big curly hair and a lot of it. But today I was finally embarrassed. I was thinking about my physics final and stressing out and as I un-rapped my rubber band from my hair a huge clump fell out onto my desk. And the little girl sitting next to me in class yelped and looked at my like I was some diseased creature. And this is what I wanted to say but was too shy to do so. GET OVER IT! ITS FINALS AND I'M STRESSED!
So next time you see a friends stress give her or him a little help and don't judge. It is final two weeks of winter quarter and it sucks.