You know the phrase “the harder you work, the more doors of opportunity will open for you?” Well, I worked extremely hard to where I am today and I believe I have many doors of opportunity in front of me. But that phrase failed to say how hard it is to choose just one.I am Paul Pickell. I’m nineteen years old and have no idea where I go from here. I got in the college that I and my parents have always dreamed of going to but what then. Where do you go from here? I know I’m supposed to find my passion but would if I am passionate about multiple things. What do I do then? But would if I can’t find my passion here, should I settle for the next best thing or explore for it? Who I am is a guy lost and trying to find his way in this world.What I do consist of playing water polo, attends school, eat, love the people I love, and sleep. I go through each and every day like it’s the annual routine and it is the only thing I know. But there are those rare moments where I take a step back and analyze what I am doing at that point and then I let lose. One must always let go for they would not really live the life they are given.The great question still remains, why? Sometimes I honestly do not know why. I just do, I don’t think, just act like a mindless droid. Those are the times where I take a step back and analyze what I’m doing and I get disappointed with myself. Because I am not living life the way I want to. I want to experience all that I can experience, that’s it. And find my passion, what I was I meant to do. That’s what I desire most in this world.
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