I am a 19-year-old female with a very dry sense of humor and the need to always be doing something. This is who I am. I grew up moving around the world with my four brothers and my parents. I have spent the last 10 years of my life in Coronado, a small island of the coast of San Diego. I have had the same best friend since the first week I moved there and went to elementary school, middle school and high school with all the same people. I am pretty shy and have a hard time relating with girls.When I consider my upbringing I can totally understand why I do what I do. I think that I hate being the center of attention because I was completely shy growing up. I think my awkwardness growing up was due to the fact that I was overweight and dressed like a boy. Growing up and still to this day, I have a hard time relating to girls most likely because of the fact that I grew up with four brothers and most of my good friends are guys. My brothers are all really loud and outgoing people, so this has led to me being a spectator in most situations. I am completely content people watching constantly and do not like the attention of a group to be on me. This makes public speaking completely terrifying to me and any time I have to speak in front of a group I am completely nervous.On a completely different note, I love to go out all the time and have fun. But, I am not quick to trust new friends. This is because of the lack of new friends that came into my life while I was growing up. I take a long time to become close enough to someone to hang out with them. My choices and paths in life are the reasons I do what I do.
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