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Society's Expectations

Why Do I Do What I Do?
 
            Rarely does an individual stand back and truly examine what drives their everyday actions. I realized that society and it’s expectations and what is considered to be the norm drives what I do.
 
            Why am I a
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more like what I don't do

My answer seems to fit more to the question why do I do what I DON’T do. When thinking about what I do I come to a blank. The thoughts that do fill my head are all the things I wish I did but I simply don’t or haven’t yet. For example, being a fairly

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To feel sure about something.

I’m already indecisive and over-analytical. Attending college has further brought this to light, as I am forced with questions of what I should do and how to shape my future. Should I major in biochemistry, economics, continue to investigate new opti

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Futile Life Choices


 

Manslaughter is not usually on your standard Tuesday night to-do list.  Death is probably the last thing to cross your mind as you leave your night shift as a waiter and hop on your motorcycle to get home to your girlfriend.  On Tuesday, January twe

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Of All the Words of Mice and Men...

What would you do if I kissed you? If right now, we forgot about what we’re supposed to be. If right now, I bargained three years worth of time, laughter, friendship?

I could say that I love pushing my limits. That the thrill of surpassing expectation
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Because It's What I Do Best

I have been through a lot of changes in my life, big and small. But the one thing that has remained constant is my love for the English language. Since I was a small child, I have felt this strange kinship with words. I love how a certain arrangement

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Breaking our drug taking habits

We’re drowning in a cocktail of pharmaceuticals. Billions of people chug pills like its some daily necessity without the thought of possible side effect to their own bodies or the environment. Pills passes through the body for every little pain and d

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Because I don't want to think what if

  I do what I do because I do not want to live life inquiring what could have been. Fear is an understandable obstacle to overcome when making choices in life, but I do not want it to deter me from making the choices I want to make. Though I simultan

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Curious George(Jason)

WDYDWYD?

To know all that surrounds me. Why do any of us do what we do? We find different answers to keep us going, but all we have is questions. We never actually find truths, but we find beliefs that we hope to be true. I’m confronted with these que

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A son's dream

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My parent split up when I was about eight years old. I chose

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For all those who cannot

I walked into the infant’s room and was immediately shaken.  I found the little girl lying on her bed motionless, connected to an IV pole and various other devices that were sustaining her.  One of the machines created a noise, almost akin to a hiss,

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To Write A Middle

I’ve spent most of my life searching for an end to my beginning. For the longest time, I experienced myself trying so hard to finish everything that I start, without ever stopping to truly experience a single moment. No matter what the situation, din

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look at me

Why do I do what I do? Because I want that feeling of acknowledgment I used to get as a child. I want to hear the words, “good job, you did great.” Growing up my parents would always spend time with my sisters helping them with their homework. I was
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I Belong to Me.

Discontentment is the means of change. Before college, my life was a checklist of expectations given to me by my parents. My mom would have so many expectations for me to meet with consequences if the expectations were not met, and this was when the

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My Family: a Structural Analysis

                My brother and I grew up as the innocent subjects of my father's engineering propaganda.  We have carried math and science with us our entire lives, and while he was swept up into the dinner table discussions of mechanized squid clean

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